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BON VOYAGE, LIVEJOURNAL. [31 Mar 2008|11:34pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

i will no longer be using this site anymore,
but you can catch me here,


at my new blog.
it will be updated frequently.

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i swear to god i'm the weirdest person i know. [29 Mar 2008|10:19am]
[ mood | weird ]

i have been listening to WEIRD ass shit.
velvet underground is not nearly appreciated enough.

the other night, i was listening to some random cd tate and i found, it's titled "minucha jams" and whoever the fuck burned that is awesome. we have no idea who made it, but it's all we listen to anymore. it's got alot of crazy good music on it. the one i like the most is actually from sesame street, what the fuck? i found that out after getting obsessed with it. all it is, is someone counting to 12. but, i dont know its good as fuck.

why do i even try to explain myself on here, haha.
anyone else who would have heard that song would hate it.
but me and tate love it.

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look what i made [28 Mar 2008|02:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

haha i am such a boring person.

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successful hills are here to stay [27 Mar 2008|03:42pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

all i've been doing this week is getting fucked up, listening to good music, and watching the doors movie with my best friend. it's really my favorite week so far in my life.

i am happy and having a good time.

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tate and i have been listening to alot of the doors and moe and some crazy good music. i missed being obsessed with jim morrison, why did i stop? i never really did, but it's all i've been thinking about lately. whatever, they're my fave.

i had a dream that the world was ending. scary things happened to the whole world and i spent my time wrapped up in a blanket with my cat. i spent my last few hours on earth with tatum, my big brother, and kyle. i think that if the time were to come, that's who i would be with. they mean the most.

life is good.

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beepa beepa beepa [24 Mar 2008|12:51am]
[ mood | high ]

two new favorite things:



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[21 Mar 2008|07:43am]
[ mood | bored ]

life is boring.

nothing is going on other than prom drama and girls stabbing each other in the back.
really, it's all i hear about anymore.
there is no drama at all in my group of friends,

why do i always wake up early when i party the night before?
it's really weird.
i have this motherly instinct, i swear.
i wake up, clean, and get everyone tylenol and water.
it happens the day after every time i party.
i wake up at 8 am.
crazy shit.

livejournal is getting fucking BORING.

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[18 Mar 2008|07:44pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

fuck girls,
smoke weed,
eat banana chips,
and drink cran-strawberry juice, nigggaaaa.

i bought i am legend on dvd,
so fuck the computer,
i am going to do all of the above and watch it.

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i thought i felt your shape [15 Mar 2008|11:00am]
[ mood | crappy ]

but really, all i felt was falsely strong.

monday-wednesday = awesome
thursday-now = fucking shitty.

yesterday was warm but now it's snowing. what. the. fuck.
i hate that so much. really.

it's obvious that as soon as i am happy with my life, it can not stay for long.
but to go as far as snowing the day after its warm enough to smoke a bowl on my back porch at midnight?

fuck the world.

i do all of these things for you, and considered doing ever more, but you're doing this?
stop it, please. please don't turn out like all the rest.

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bbyboy apreesh [13 Mar 2008|12:47am]
[ mood | indescribable ]

shitty video, amazing song.

although you don't completely change me as a person, you make me a better one. i am absolutely crazy about you. you make me so happy. you give me a reason to smile and get through the day so i can come home and talk to you. i've never felt so comfortable with a guy. you give me self esteem when i'm lacking, you make me laugh when i'm sad, you make me laugh all the time, you calm me down when i'm pissed, you dont make fun of my weird quirks, i can tell you anything in the entire world and you're still my best friend. you're everything i'm looking for.

so, why are you not here?

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bbygirl apreesh [11 Mar 2008|03:37pm]
[ mood | grateful ]

"dude, dont worry about it. we are better than her. we stuck together. we have more friends than her, we have each other."

i got that text from my bff when i was bummed out about some dumb bitch.
tatum michelle kellum, you are the best thing ever. i love you so much.

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i'm so glad you're in my life!

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ugh [03 Mar 2008|03:51pm]
don't you people realize that there are worse things going on in the world?
why the fuck do you sit around and feel sorry for yourselves?

i'm getting tired of using livejournal as a fucking place to rant.

WHO CAREEEES if he/she doesn't like you? fuck him/her.
your heart isn't BROKEN otherwise you would be dead.
WHO CAREEEESSSS if you didn't get the perfect prom dress.
you're not the center of the universe.

why can't people be HAPPY with what they are given?
fucking smile because you have friends.
smile because your parents arent beating the shit out of you or molesting you.
really, do i have to tell you to do this?

there are people out there this very fucking second that are DYING, being TORTURED, and raped, and burnt alive, and having their children taken away from them, that are watching their family being gutted. people that have to work 2-3 jobs with no sleep just to keep their kids alive.

and you're sad because you didn't make the team? you're sad because your daddy didn't buy you the right color of escalade?

get the fuck over yourselves.
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never been so stoked for a movie in my life! [02 Mar 2008|12:45pm]
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you better free your mind instead. [01 Mar 2008|09:48pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i watched wayne's world today.
i've never sat down and watched the whole thing.
i seriously feel enlightened by this movie.
i'm not even kidding.

do you know how much better life would be if we all had the same mindset as garth and wayne?
just sayin'.

i normally don't broadcast this like an idiot,
but i really do love weed.
i know that makes me sound like a faggot,
but c'mon, just give it a chance.
it's so much fun.
don't judge me, mothafuckaz.

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shimmy shimmy ya [25 Feb 2008|04:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]

i have to get a job today.

i don't do employment.
i have to grow up.

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solid walls of sound [25 Feb 2008|12:22am]

more guys should look this this in peoria.
i SWEAR TO GOD, the only men i have been attracted to in the past 6 months have been 22 yrs old. every single one. all coincidentally.

i HATTTTTTTTTE when you're staying with a friend, and you're awake when they're asleep, and they do that little lip smacking sound. i want to punch them in the face. literally. it's so disgusting.
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go ahead and hate me for this. [24 Feb 2008|06:21pm]
[ mood | ha, ha, ha. ]

straight edge is over, it's hilarious.

one person "declaims" and it's suddenly uncool to be edge.
now everyone that used to call me and my friends pathetic, and losers, and druggies, and worthless, and wastes of lives...NOW you're okay with me.
now that everyone is backing out of their commitments (STRAIGHT EDGE FOR LIFE?), they suddenly aren't "better" than me anymore. they suddenly want to start hanging out with me. they suddenly stop telling me things like "i hope your lungs shrivel up and explode, you worthless fucking pot head." or "i hope you get wasted and get in a car wreck and die." "keep smoking, i want you to die."

what happened to that? oh, you're SORRY now? you don't like labels now?

HA. you're a pussy.

if you're going to ask me to get you high, why not be a man and break edge the real way?

honestly, i'm only talking about a few people. all of you have the right to 'declaim edge', but for those of you who gave me shit for doing what i like to do, where are your morals now?

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i fly like paper, get high like planes. [23 Feb 2008|10:25pm]
[ mood | high ]

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[22 Feb 2008|05:19pm]
[ mood | grumpy ]

i don't care how childish it is,
i HATE when people copy me.
stop saying everything i say,
and liking everything i like.

it's dumb.

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ukldjfsfl;a [21 Feb 2008|03:09pm]
[ mood | sore ]

i love john mayer.

"I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon."
Just stuck inside the gloom, 4 more exits to my apartment,
but I am tempted to keep the car in drive and leave it all behind."

i'm just kind of stuck in life.
not necessarily in a bad way,
but i'm ready for something.

"I rent a room and I fill the spaces with wood in places to make it feel like home,
but all I feel's alone. It might be a quarter life crisis, or just the stirring in my soul."

my entire body is sore.
i read my horoscope today in the newspaper.
but sometimes, i don't WANT to do what's right.

"So what, so I've got a smile on, but it's hiding the quiet superstitions in my head.
Don't believe me when I say I've got it down."

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